I drink to get drunk - that's why I do it. The concept /lies I tell myself of just one or two beers is plain silly. It helps now to tell myself the truth - if I want that beer - I will get drunk - I will drink 10 more - I will sacrifice tomorrow also in a hung over stupor - I will spend more money.
Unlike some on here, I leave a beer in the refrigerator during this entire process. Something about making the choice to not drink it, empowers me/strengths me. Also my girlfriend drinks (normal people amount) and will have a glass after work. Having the alcohol around me and choosing not to drink - not to get drunk - makes me feel stronger than just not surrounding myself with it.
Random thoughts but wanted to write it out. Now I just need to find a stopsmokingcigs subreddit. Fuck those.
Tonight I will not grab the beer.
Submitted May 11, 2017 at 01:57PM by tofustirfry http://ift.tt/2pAhLqp stopdrinking
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