[Remorse]: If you feel bad
My mother is a complete downright slob. She NEVER cleans up the dishes she makes and results in mounds of dishes. She never throws away her garbage at all! She'll just leave the shit on the ground or right next to her on the couch for days! I usually end up just cleaning it all up.
To add to this she continues to buy copious amounts of foods! not just any foods, but perishable organic items from farmers markets and expensive stores. This includes fruits, vegetables and meats that all just get buried in our refrigerator. She buys huge bags of 20 apples, oranges, all this stuff. She must think she's gonna eat it all but she never does! I don't even know its there until it's too late I just got fucking done throwing out almost a hundred dollars worth of foods that just were rotten and stunk like shit.
I'm sick of cleaning up after this woman who's old enough to do it herself! Now she's a physician who makes really good money so she can afford to do it, but its downright disgusting and wasteful!
I know she's depressed and has some medical issues with sleep apnea, she used to have Lyme disease, and needs to take stimulants every day just to take a shower. Otherwise she'll just sleep literally all weekend getting up once or twice to get junk food and sugary sodas. It's downright degrading and it infuriates me! It makes me really bitter around her. Sometimes it provokes me to say mean things to her. When I tell her to get help she ignores me, or doesn't take me seriously. My father doesn't do shit and puts up with it but I'm near the breaking point. It's like she wants to be in this situation. I can't wait until I can move out of this shit hole.
Submitted September 19, 2015 at 12:18AM by throwaway_slob http://ift.tt/1ODRmkP confession
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