I have recently done a couple trip reports on ketamine. One was very negative where I ended up flushing half a liter but the rest were very enjoyable indeed.
Having been done doing ketamine for about 16 years I don't do it unless I want to be blasted directly into the k-hole. When I started doing it I used to sniff it but eventually moved on to injecting for more direct results.
When I started I was snorting about 50 mg then a hundred ended up doing gram lines I know when I moved on to injecting 100 mg was more than enough to send me deep into the rabbit hole.
I go into my bedroom with a candles and prepare for blast off. I load 100 mg into the syringe injected into my arm and lay down quickly. The best description I have of ketamine is the feeling of being a loaded into a cannon and shot into outer space to explore different dimensions. Usually a bunch of Darkness my physical body is no more what I always flying through the dark in the universe I see the light they look like stars I've never encountered any people but I had a strong feeling of a female entity with me as I go through a few dyemensions before usually settling into one and then falling back into this reality.
Of course one of my trips pushed even my own boundaries. 300 mg was prepared into a syringe and proceeded to blast off. Darkness. Flying through the abyss as usual except this time I found myself surrounded by what I would called demons they were all wearing strange robes or ribbons around their bodies they had to wait white makeup on their faces and red painting on them as well.
I was in a pod and I couldn't move these people had me surrounded and we're walking me to some place I knew was not good. They were chanting and I was scared I had never experienced this kind of a trip before. No you have the wrong person please let me go I was yelling at them to stop trying to plead with them they didn't want to hear it they kept chanting in their strange language incoherent to me not caring what I had to say and leading me to sacrifice and certain death
But that didn't happen I started to fade away there falling backwards through eternity and finding my body once again
Still In A Daze I went to the refrigerator found a half a liter I have left and proceeded to flush the remainder into the toilet. I was certain God was trying to send me a message that he didn't want me to do this and it had me just about scared enough to flush my whole stash which is something that's never happened to me
I had a similar experience once on mescaline where I was in a pod and I was yelling and there were people around me but all they did was looking me then go about their business while I said please I'm in here I'm alive do not leave me here but these people didn't care and just said to themselves this person thinks he is important. I never touched mescaline after there but I hope this doesn't discourage me from future ketamine Endeavors because it is now my favorite substance.
Of course reading MIT articles on ketamine bending time and space and making time travel possible through the use of ketamine kind of reinforces my beliefs but I pray you all to do your own research and not take anyone's word for it but your own perhaps ketamine can be used recreationally but the k-hole should be reserved for some serious space searchers and real trippers it is not to be taken lightly.
Mostly positive experience and one negative they are all pretty much the same a true dissociative where your body is no more. You usually have a bunch of thoughts but one of those are overwhelming living inside your own head becomes boring things you just leave your body completely and into the void you go. No matter what happens I learned something on ketamine every time. I usually have very complex ideas for my own life and for the life of man and the advancement of mankind. It's like I have a revelation on it every single time but when I come back to the physical body I try and write it down only to figure out I cannot spell anymore and when I regain my ability to spell my great breakthrough ideas have perished almost like I have tapped into a forbidden of void and I'm forbidden to bring back any information whatsoever
I've had addictions with benzodiazepines and opioids over the years and I've had to deal with withdrawal and the depression that comes with stopping the drug but ketamine has never been addicted to me mentally nor physically I can always take it or leave it and now that I'm done with pretty much every single drug including marijuana except for ketaman I am happy with what it brings me and my research continues
It is brought me into spirituality a hundred times more than I was before. I now sincerely believe in God and that there is so much out there that we cannot see in our day-to-day lives. Again I ask you not to take my word for it and to do your own research into this but I seriously think that ketamine makes space travel possible totally bending tie in space
Submitted November 05, 2017 at 03:46PM by maniacmurph http://ift.tt/2j2dcHW Drugs
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