It just seems normal now depression

I was at work today and hungry. I get hungry and tired a lot there. It got me trying to think about the last time I ate.

After a minute, I realized that I went to bed last night around midnight without eating dinner, for the second time this week. But I got back up this time and went to my kitchen. I didn't feel I had the time to cook something. I went to the refrigerator and got out lunch meat.

So I was, there standing in front of my oven, in my underwear, in the dark, in my mid twenties, by myself, eating lunch meat out of the container with my bare hands. I had to be quite so that my cat wouldn't hear it and come begging. The thought of that was funny to me. I told some other people at work, and they felt it was one of the saddest things they'd ever heard. I mean they laughed, but they still thought it was sad. I laughed too. They said if it was anyone else they might not be able to imagine it.

It's kind of funny how normal this has become for me.

Submitted May 12, 2017 at 05:57AM by BrokenGlepnir http://ift.tt/2r7uT8q depression