I love my mom, I truly do but it seems as if late, the last few years, her attitude has changed completely. She seems more mad at everything and snaps at absolutely nothing. She argues with most everybody more and always had to have things her way. I don't get it.
I'm 25 and want to move out but bc of financial issues I am unable to. I love living at home bc of the amenities and company but it seems most days I just want to move out even more. I used to hangout downstairs with the family but now am too afraid of "upsetting" my mother over some quip I make that I just stay upstairs in my room. I just get so angry and annoyed by her.
She seems to always get upset by something and that gets old quick. You either shut up to avoid fights or argue and get met by a woman who either cries or the more likely, is angry for days. For example, she asked my if I looked in the refrigerator, to which I replied, "for what?", and she yelled at my bc I didn't answer yes or no and I always have to question her. It's that kind of bs all the time.
She is in her mid 50's so idk if this is menopause or just her changing and turning bitter. I love her and my family but I just want to move out to get away from her bs. I'm afraid of going out and coming home late bc it will make her mad for a day which ruins it for everybody. I am 25, pay rent, and have no abuse or drug problems and I feel like I shouldn't have to be afraid or tip toe my way through life so as to not puss her off.
Submitted September 15, 2015 at 05:33AM by bryanslamjam http://ift.tt/1icnVJH offmychest
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