I've made it 1 full day without drinking. I worked 15 hours yesterday intentionally to break the cycle of coming home after work and cracking a beer. today I am working from home which I do most Fridays. I just went in and made myself breakfast and as I was cleaning the kitchen and filling the dishwasher, wine glass, pint glass, pint glass, empty wine bottle, couple of beer cans. The kegerator is in the corner of the kitchen, yes, I have a kegorator, there's no keg in there but it has a bunch of booze in it right now. I took it all to the outside refrigerator (the one in the garage) so it's not right in my face but I think I came to realize that I need to sell the kegorator.
My wife wants to redo the kitchen anyway and is always complaining that it takes up too much space so i can probably sell it without her becoming too suspicious but at some point, probably today, she's going to ask me about not drinking. I guess at that point I just need to be honest with her and open up and tell her how I'm feeling.
It's sad but I think everything I have been doing up to this point is around alcohol. Today I am going to not drink again, god please help me.
Submitted May 12, 2017 at 07:04PM by badrelationswmoney http://ift.tt/2qd68Yx stopdrinking
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