A week and a half of successful sobriety made me arrogant and careless. Did I actually think I'd stop after just the one beer? If I'm being honest with myself. No fricking way. I was lying to myself so I had the permission to get started. At the same time I was promising myself that I'd only have one beer I was tallying up the amount of beer and wine in my refrigerator. I could literally hear both thoughts going through my head at the same time. How did this go for me? Well I think you already know the rest of that story.
I'm hung over today and pretty pissed at myself about it. I'm sluggish and unproductive today and work, and I'm undoing all of my diet progress because I'm giving into my hangover hunger; this is when I'm full but continue to eat in hopes of appeasing my sour stomach.
So I screwed up. Not the end of the world. I can either choose to bounce back, or drink away my hangover and be in the same place tomorrow.
Gotta go. Time to bounce.
Submitted May 24, 2016 at 01:25AM by jumpyrobot http://ift.tt/1TGXyLJ stopdrinking
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