Now I know this sounds like rape but bear with me
When I was around 13, my mom married this guy. They dated maybe 2 years before that. He was 3 years younger than her, at the time they were married she was 27, (she had me at 15). He was 24 Now I'm 18 about to have a birthday soon and he's 29.
She wasn't the best mother, she easily slept around and would come home drunk often. I stayed with my grandparents mostly until they died when I was young. I know when they got married my stepdad let us move in with him. He just had an apartment at the time but it was better than the place my mom had us living at. I had my own bed and they slept in their room.
He was a pretty nice stepdad, my mom would usually be gone and he would be the cool parent taking me out to eat, out to parks, to my friends, etc and etc. Everything was great with him but he and my mother hated each other more and more, arguing and arguing and arguing. But on to me and my stepdad.
By the time I was 16 when my dad start showing interest in me. The first thing he started doing is grabbing my ass and complimenting me saying it was big and plump, I kind of was like tried to avoid this when he first started. But it was short butt gropes that he would do. Eventually it became him feeling me up and etc. He would start doing it so often I think I finally enjoyed it. Whenever he caught me mid masturbation he came in and groped and squeezed my breast and told me to finish fingering myself.
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Stuff like that went on when I was 16 but the big thing was when my mom didn't come home one night. I feel like he lost all hope for her that night, I saw him calling her over and over and he just gave up and went to his room. I didn't want to say anything so I let him go. About and hour later he saw me in the kitchen making PB&J and he grabbed my ass, I said, "Really now? I know you're upset about mom but jeez." (I know that was rude)
When I said that he pulled down my pants and panties and blah blah blah yes I know. Let's just say after a while of back and forth talking, he finally said you have foul language. We can either close that mouth or we can try this. He was rubbing my pussy now and blah blah blah, he finally put it in. I was a virgin at the time so it did sort of hurt. But he said he'd go slow so it feels good. I finally start enjoying it near the end when he put my back against the refrigerator at had my feet on his chest while he did me. He finally finished and let it out all over my face. After that he said I don't know why I just did that and apologized but I feel like he knew what he was doing.
Now when I was 17 two big things happened. We start having sex, he even had me giving him blowjobs often and practicing anal but one is my friend started coming over, my best friend. She started acting weird around me and I found out she was fucking my dad as well. She even had a thing for him. In fact, when I caught them, they were they having sex, for some reason even though I wasn't completely into my dad I felt so jealous. I didn't speak to either for a while... eventually my lucky dad had a threesome with us and all was forgiven.
By this time he didn't want my mom anymore, I don't know if she found out I had sex with my dad often, but she got on drugs, probably cheated too, and was still coming home drunk. He finally kicked her out and adopted me. Which is well... ironic since he's not tge best parent either, fucking his daughter so much.
I didn't really mind, she was rarely like a mother to me. Usually cared about drinking or a boyfriend before me and never really had a decent job. So in living with him yeah, I'm surprised I'm not pregnant yet but he claims he can't get someone pregnant and also has had me on B/C.
This is now and why I made this post
This is sort of a confession, but I also need advice. If we go to now, or since I graduated. My dad promised me he would let me relax at home and do whatever I want if I let him fuck me here and then. I took the deal because I didn't do that good for college since my focus was fucking him for the past 2 years. So I basically felt like it was the best choice.
Being with my dad at the start was pretty fun to be honest. Since we probably did everything in the book when I was 17. I didn't expect him to do much. But we went out of town so much, maybe because it was easier for him to fuck me every night in hotels but he got way more bold as time went on.
Example one, by the end of summer, July the 4th, we were in a restaurant "like on a date", he was being flirty and I went to the bathroom. He followed me in and went into my stall and had sex with me literally in a public restroom. I was so scared someone would hear I had my mouth covered and stood on the stall.
Another big crazy time in public was around Halloween, we went in this haunted house. He grabs me and scares the fuck out of me and pulls me too a room. Fucked me in the dark while we could hear people walking by.
Another time was in November, Thanksgiving we stayed at families house. They let us stay in the guest room he fucked me in there even though the bed was literally squeaking.
The thing that made me kind of feel like making this was around the time after New Years. We were walking in a park and he was talking about all the things he loves about me, went on about how much he wants me to see in the world, he went on. Finally I rested on a bench and he sat their saying it sure is empty in this town. Before I knew it, he wanted a a blowjob, I asked if he was crazy but he really wanted it. I declined and walked away but he caught up and pressed me against a tree. He made out with me till I was hugging his neck, then he dropped my jeans and started kissing my panties. I was kind of trying to say stop, but it sounded like don't stop... so as you can guess, we went all the way in a park... anyone could have saw us.
He's getting too bold for me, also he is really jealous. He took me to a beach once and was upset that I was flirting or a guy was flirting with me. In reality he was just really nice, but my dad would float up to me in the water later and start feeling on my vagina. We got enough stares that he stopped but he really didn't mind. He later brought me out to some random spot out in the woods to fuck me. It seemed suspicious since he didn't remove my bikini, he just slightly pushed the bottoms aside and did me like that. Then guess who came along and saw us. I feel like my dad purposely told the guy to come just to do that...
Idk I can say a lot more but this is probably long enough.
TL;DR, my dad is kind of going overboard with his fetishes and it's kind of too much. I can tell him he's getting too out there, but at the next moment he gets horny he thinks I'll like it. I'm fine fucking him but I think he's passing what it taboo and what is not. I don't know what I want? Shoukd I take the lead and offer it to him so he isn't horny so much or what?
Submitted February 02, 2017 at 03:27PM by GooglesDaughter http://ift.tt/2ktouE1 incest
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