I just drove around a bit, clueless as to where. I needed to process my actions, probably scarred her for life; I'd best thought to leave her alone for now, but then my mind went there, there was a linger (during the kiss) I recall, she had not immediately pushed me away.. that thought brought a tiny smile to my face. Noooo, it was wrong.. she probably just reacted like any normal single girl would to a kiss and realized her situation then. All these thoughts were like a cocktail of emotions in my head and i could not for the life of me comprehend what to do next.
It had been about an hour now so i headed back home and was ready to face my consequence. When i got there, i went up to her room but Shelly was already asleep, facing away from the door. There were a couple of tissues crumpled up on the bedside table and then I knew I had in fact, hurt her. Remember feeling pretty shitty going to bed that night. The next morning i awoke to an empty apartment and had the sinking feeling that, from now on my relation with her was going to be constrained, and that thought filled me up with massive guilt.
Shelly left a note on the refrigerator saying that she was helping our mom with the farewell dinner later so was sorry for not helping out with last-minute prep for my move. WOW, after what happened last night, She was apologising to me for not spending time together, with the shitty brat of a bro who kissed his own sister. Shelly is like that, she is the most humble person in my life, and i felt even worse. The rest of the day kept me pretty busy as i had a lot of tiny chores left to wrap up and Shelly was the last thing on my mind. In the evening I went to my parents house and was dreading facing my sister but when i got there i was surprised at the amount of people at the dinner. My parents had organised a sort of small party with my closest friends and family. I was relieved a bit as i was able to avoid her for the most part. When the night wound down a few of my friends decided to go out for drinks. My sister declined cause she wanted an early night. She was definitely avoiding me!!!
When i got home a couple hours later i was pretty buzzed and having a bit of liquid courage, decided to face Shelly and at least make an effort to put things right. I was leaving the next day and felt that if i left the issue as it were, that was sure to derail my greatest relationship. I knocked on her door but there was no answer. After a few more knocks i heard a soft 'come in' from within. Shelly was laying on her bed, hair tied in a bun, wearing her pjs. She asked if i had a fun time out and and if i enjoyed the little party earlier. I told her I had nice time at the party and and that the night out was fun but wished she had tagged along. She said she was not feeling up to it that night; that brought me back to the reality of the situation. I got up from the edge of her bed, knelt by her bedside, and looking her straight in the eyes i confessed to my hearts content. I told everything about how I had begun to be interested in her as more than my sister since that fateful graduation day almost a lifetime ago. She waited for me to finish and then said the two words that I least expected.
"I Know".
What the hell, here i was confessing my love to her and she already knew.
Shelly clarified that she had always had her suspicions that i had a crush on her. She figured it was a phase in every mans life or something like that and didn't give it much thought. Over the past year her doubt turned to certainty when she would find her panties missing for a while and would find it later in the hamper. She said that her reasoning for not telling me to stop back then was because we were getting closer and making up for lost time in our teens and that my behaviour was a mixture of GSA for growing up fairly apart, and lust - living with a sexually active couple, so, she could live with that. This began to change when she was in Europe one day, on the phone with her ex. He seemed to mention to her that i had brought a girl over that day and that was when she first got turned on thinking about me. It was a major boost for me to know that I was not crazy about our situation. She continued that this incident helped her to understand my plight and is why she was more forthcoming and opened up to me (and vice versa) about her sexuality and her sexual preferences and perversions. She had hoped talking would help either or both of us to stop our infatuation with one-another and then we moved on. She said it did help her a lot and that she was only mildly curious( her words) on her attraction to me. When i had kissed her she said she realized that she was more than just curious about me.
I told her that i was sorry to hurt her and mentioned the tissues. She said not to worry and that it was actually that she was overcome with emotion after the kiss and was actually happy that it happened. Shelly then shuffled around a bit and sat with her head resting on the head-board, her knees pressed close to her chest, motioning for me to get on the bottom half of her bed. She assured me that i hadn't done anything wrong or taken advantage of the situation. I began to ease up then and was calm for now. We stayed up all night talking. There were many a confession (mostly mine) about our sexy times and lots of old topics, we talked about where we saw this was headed and decided to just let it mellow out, promised to keep in touch as so on (y'all all know those deep talks).
The next morning I woke up in my sisters bed with her beside me, a huge smile on her face. I grinned and wished her a very good morning. We lay like that for a bit and talked of my plans for my journey. I was driving to my Uni and still had not finished last minute packing and cleaning so Shelly offered to help. Saying that, she rolled on her side and climbed on top of me. With her on top she put both of her palms on my chest in a X,
"You will be missed around here Nick, but can't wait to rent your room out. Gotta earn them dough you know". And with that a soft peck on my lips.
I was surprised at the kiss so she told me not to make a big deal out of it. For the next couple of minutes we were in this position with every now and then lite kisses here and there. As you can guess my morning-wood at this point was growing exponentially. Shelly felt that nudge from below her and began lightly grinding her hips on me.This led to our very first full blown make out session. I promise you it was hot and heavy (Holy moly that got me worked up thinking about it).
A phone call from Dad informing me that he and mom would be in later to see me off was what managed to kill the mood. Shelly gave me deep kiss and a mild bite on the tip of my nose (love that btw) before hopping off and outta the room. With just a couple of hours before i was off, and having not been completely prepared to leave, there was no more time for our tryst to continue and so nothing else happened then.
My parents swung by as scheduled and it was time to leave. Having said our goodbyes and under pretense of a last second roommate emergency ( I had to show her where i left the Keys), we were able to sneak one last smooch in. As we headed to the parking lot, our parents ahead of us, Shelly came around my back and whispered she had a surprise for me, stuffing her previous night's lingerie into my jacket pocket.
Submitted February 16, 2017 at 07:38AM by Lanntheman http://ift.tt/2ljAngm incest
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