Thursday, November 3, 2016

My first "LSD" trip was terrifying. Drugs

Story time:

Not too long ago my girlfriend along with my two best mates (let's call them Steve and Joe and my girlfriend Jen) decided to try "LSD" for the first time. The reason why I put LSD in parenthesis is because I actually believe it was 25i because of the bitterness of the tabs. There were so many mistakes that we made going into this that it's almost embarrassing. Our first mistake was taking two tabs on our first trip. The reason we took two tabs was because Steve had dosed one tab the day before and didn't experience much visuals at all. Us being the dumb people we are decided that we didn't want anything to do with that soft core shit, so we dose two tabs each. Around 45 minutes later we hop in the car. Steve is our DD because he dosed the day before. It starts to kick in and it's one of the most surreal, beautiful experiences of my life. It was raining and the raindrops hit the ground like they would in a cartoon or an anime. There was a helix pattern on Jen's face and the music was incredibly overwhelming. I can't even describe how incredible music sounded. It was so overwhelming that it was literally taking the breathe out of me. We pull up to a park and get out of the car. I run through some grass and it truly felt like I was floating forward, as if I had no legs. We chilled at the park for all of five minutes and then left because the rain got pretty intense. All four of us arrived back at Joe's apartment about 10 minutes later, and that's when the visuals got a lot more intense. Bushes and trees were morphing in and out of themselves, almost folding into themselves. I could see each individual piece of grass almost, like they were bigger and more pronounced than before. We walk inside and the posters on the wall were alive. He had this Abbey Road poster and you could see the Beatles band members walking across the crosswalk. The street would narrow in and out. At this point, about ten minutes later, Steve had to go to the convenient store down the street so he left us on our own. It wasn't a big deal. We actually did pretty well considering the shit we were seeing. It wasn't too long before time didn't even exist anymore. It was like I was in some sort of looney toon; this nonexistent universe, dreamlike universe. It was almost like a cloudy feeling like I was going crazy, but it wasn't a bad trip yet. It was still a positive trip. I felt like a baby in a grown man's body. Anything and everything was interesting to touch and look at. His shaggy carpet looked like springs coming out of the floor. The blow up mattress felt like a water bed, and it was incredible. Another thing I noticed was that it felt like my friends and girlfriend were strangers... I knew that I knew them, and I knew I cared for them and they were there for a reason, but I didn't know who they were kind of. Again, time was nonexistent. Things started to get kind of dark. I was growing so tired of not knowing what was going on. I was starting to get confused. I even remember asking Joe, dude why tf did we take this. When is it going to end? My trip wasn't at its worst or best, but more of a confused stage, slightly scared. About five minutes before Steve got home my girlfriend gets stuck in a bad loop. The loop went into four stages... 1. "Are we on drugs!?" 2. "Where's Steve!?" 3. She would literally faint wherever she was standing. 4. She would wake back up and scream at the top of her lungs.

Naturally this scared and worried the shit out of me. I was worried about my girlfriend while tripping on this 25i substance. Steve gets home and things get worse from there. Unfortunately, Steve didn't know how to handle being a trip sitter and made the situation worse. When my girlfriend would faint I would go over and try to help her and Steve would push me away and tell me to back off. In my trip this looked a whole lot different than just a push and some words. My vision started turning very dark, and my loop began. My girlfriends loop continued and as I was getting stuck into my loop it looked as if Steve was trying to strangle and kill my girlfriend. I can't begin to explain how much care and love I felt for her. I didn't know exactly who she was, but I knew she was special and someone I had to protect. When she stopped the screaming stage, Steve would back off and I would go to the kitchen where there were air heads on the counter. In my loop I would open the airhead and squish in in my hands. Everything that moved looked like like a clay animated film. That's the best way to explain it. If you've ever seen the nightmare before Christmas you would know what I mean by clay animated film. The second part of my trip would be me going to the refrigerator, grabbing a water bottle, opening it, and squeezing it all out on the floor. This was a repeating thing obviously. This is when things were getting very hectic and out of control. Steve looked like he was killing my girlfriend and every time I tried to help he literally (in real life too) hit me in the jaw and I fell to the floor. Somehow at this point I was also naked (LOL). Joe left his apartment at this point because he couldn't handle the situation, so the door was wide open, my girlfriend was screaming, and Steve was trying to control it all. Furniture was knocked over, clothes everywhere, Joe threw up everywhere... it was just nasty. Now, in my head I could hear sirens. All I could imagine was me getting arrested and my life being over. At one point I was literally dead, but still conscientiously aware, and I was thinking how sad my mom and sister would be when they found out I died. I would be in and out of this dead state throughout the remainder of my trip... I have no other way to explain it other than that it felt like I was in an insane asylum. I was in an insane asylum, trapped forever because this was my afterlife now. This loop of helping my girlfriend continued, but her loop got more sexual.... in a weird way.. she had the exact personality as Harley Quinn from Suicide Squad. One moment she was screaming and scared and the next she was trying to suck my dick and she was feeling herself. It was insane.... from there on out it was uphill.... time became a reality and it was almost like I just woke up from my trip without waking up. That's my trip story... it was so much scarier being that person and experiencing the trueness of the hell that I was in. I hope it wasn't too jumbled to understand. I'm not too good at telling stories, but that's the best I can explain it. Thanks!



Submitted November 04, 2016 at 09:20AM by DannyBoy1096 http://ift.tt/2fJO99M Drugs

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