To preface I have a variety of mental health problems that I am not receiving treatment for and that my mother refuses to recognize as existing and says that I'm making shit up for attention. I have severe depression and anxiety.
So today I'm helping her cook and nmom keeps berating me for stupid shit like folding a paper towel wrong. At some point I snap and start crying and beating my head against the refrigerator. Nmom says this: "Stop beating your head against the fucking refrigerator or I'll beat the shit out of you." Who the fuck says that to a person that is obviously in some sort of crisis? I stop beating my head against the refrigerator. Nmom then asks me "Why the fuck were you doing that?" I try and explain to her by saying things are breaking inside my head. Nmom then yells at me for "Playing the fucking victim." I then leave the kitchen to go into my room where proceed to cry and try my damndest from stabbing myself with a pen. I did not stab myself.
Submitted March 06, 2017 at 04:41AM by mimi1218 http://ift.tt/2mceQWn raisedbynarcissists
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