I'm the black sheep of my family and group of friends. Everyone has a college degree, a great paying career, a house, a family, a car that's problem free and a happy life. I'm over here with one year of community college complete with some sort of interest of going back only knowing that I'll drop out again, a job that I love but also dread because the pay is complete shit, I'm divorced, I can't have kids, I have KS which looms over me everyday, a relationship in which I argue and pick petty fights over ridiculous things, a shitty apartment with no food in the refrigerator because all of my money goes to my broken car and bills, I'm fat, somewhat lazy and bored. I cry myself to sleep almost every night. I've been to numerous doctors, therapy sessions and have taken anti-depressants but nothing seems to work. I've given up on life. Suicide seems all too easy. Who knows if anyone will read this....
Submitted August 17, 2016 at 03:42AM by orzelbialy http://ift.tt/2aYqdi4 depression
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