HI!
I am a 19 year old male who weighs ~155lbs. I have had many experiences with Dxm (both by itself and with cannabis) (however, not nearly as many experiences as some of you out there ;P)
I have been using Dxm for almost a year now, and this is my highest dose up to this point (and I think I want to leave it that way)
Half way through this year of Dxm use (I always make sure to take proper precautions and wait AT LEAST a month between trips) I was prescribed Seroquel (300mg) and Prozac (40mg) (for bipolar disorder) These both seem to make the hangover/trip last longer in my experience. But anyways, this is going to be long enough as it is, so enough about me.
This all started at 6:00, earlier in the day I had gone out and acquired 2 bottles of CVS long – acting tussin. I took both bottles and poured them into a pitcher and made kool-aid with my dxm (~708mg) in it.
i had not eaten since the previous day
6:00pm - I take my pitcher from the refrigerator and proceed to ingest half the mixture over the course of 20 minutes on an empty stomach
6:20pm – half mixture is gone, I have now ingested approximately 354 mg dxm. I decide to take a shower. My stomach is feeling unwell throughout the shower (this doesn’t usually happen to me based on previous dxm dosing) which is strange to me, hopefully I’ll still be able to down the rest of the mixture when the time comes.
6:35pm – shower is over, head feels a little funny, not really seeing any signs of come up yet. My plan is to ingest the rest of my mixture over the course of 30 minutes starting at 7:20 (one hour after initial ingestion) I sit here listening to Spotify and browsing reddit until then!
7:00pm – Music is beginning to sound a lot better, and imp feeling more mellowed out, yet still pretty excited for the trip to come. Nausea has subsided, and I feel pretty good.
7:05pm – I begin to notice slight signs of intoxication as I get up to use the restroom. Movement feels good.
7:15pm – body feels very light when standing, but heavy when sitting. Noticing signs of come up, I retrieve my mixture from the refrigerator and empty the rest of its contents into a cup and prepare to ingest. Ended up running into my parents on the way back upstairs, speech is somewhat difficult in that I can’t think of the correct words to convey what I want to say in an efficient manner. My thought process feels slowed when performing tasks, but internally I am able, for the most part, to form complete thoughts.
7:20pm (typically I would consume some cannabis at this point, but since I’ve never done a dose this high I’m playing it a little safe I guess) – I settle in at my computer and begin my second dosing of dxm (~354mg) I’ll report back in 30 minutes
(the music stops and I begin to notice some flanging in the following silence)
(shout out to all my danny brown lovers out there)
7:30pm – a little early, I know. I’m finding it relatively difficult to type and I can feel that familiar dxm come up HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
7:40pm – it’s becoming hard to focus my eyes on bright things such as electronics, I imagine that I will have to step away from my computer due to this soon (I will be continuing to update this via speech-to-text, #tybg for technology!)
• Side note: an added bonus to staggered doses is you can’t taste the cough syrup while drinking it because of dxm’s sensory effects (except I’m one of those people who actually enjoys the taste of cough syrup)
7:49pm – concoction fully downed (with a minute to spare!) (~708 mg dxm)
7:51pm – Fuck I lost my headphones, how am I supposed to enjoy my experience without my headphones? I must find them
7:54pm – FUCK YEAH! My headphones have been found! (Under my bed)
8:00pm – the proportions of my bed and my body are off as I lay down
8:10pm – I’m lying in complete darkness with cevs and oevs while listening to music
8:15pm – begin to feel my room is no longer the proper setting for this experience
8:20pm – I gather my things and move to the guest bedroom to continue the experience
8:25pm – I’m settled and re-starting my trip in my new location (laying in complete darkness, headphones on, listening to aphex twin on Pandora, and enjoying my cevs)
Intense morphing visuals were present when my eyes were closed, and also when they were open (my eyes were dilated, and it was very difficult to uncross them)
9:00pm – My skin feels funny I grasp at my chest OH FUCK MY HEART STOPPED! Wait. No. Breathe. You’ve encountered this before, I take my headphones off and pull myself from my trip and get up to use the restroom and gather my thoughts and such
9:05pm – im back in the dextroverse once again just thinking through problems I have been having recently, this is one of my favorite aspects to a dxm trip. I go in with some things to work out, and the experience allows me to view these scenarios in a new way, and I am able to resolve the issue. This is intense but also very satisfying.
9:30pm – I had planned to possibly consume cannabis at this point, but I was in a good place, and I didn’t want to alter my experience. Back to the dextroverse I go.
10:00pm – I begin to feel the “body ride” this is the best way I can put it. It feels like I’m flying through the darkness of the dextroverse, through the morphing visuals, and into this place in my mind where I just feel good. (body euphoria) (I have never experienced this aspect of dxm trips in the past) It is quite enjoyable.
10:32pm – had another minor freakout involving me dying again. I do the same thing as last time and use the restroom (way too much fucking kool-aid) and gather my thoughts
10:35pm – Back into the trip which is a pretty typical dxm trip up until 11:45.
11:45pm – Another death experience, this time I decide im done tripping. I use the restroom (Im never downing 2 quarts of koolaid before a dxm experience again) Gather my things and return to my room. I turn on my xbox and start up Netflix.
11:47pm – I decide to go in and talk with my mother, we have a very long talk about our past and our plans for the future. It was a very insightful experience.
1:00 am – holy fuck I didn’t realize I had been talking to my mom for so long.
At this point I feel like I have come down enough to vaporize some cannabis, watch a movie, and go to sleep.
1:01am – I return to my bedroom, I start fear and loathing in Las Vegas on netflix, and load a bowl of cannabis into my imag + vaporizer and do a 3 minute session at 374 degrees and another 3 minute session at 410 degrees
1:10am – FUCK THAT WAS A REALLY BAD IDEA!!!!
1:11am – My skin feels like it’s on fire, and im feeling some tightness in my chest, and I begin to pace around the house until the feeling subsides. (im simply having a panic attack at this point I think)
1:20am – I go downstairs and get a large glass of water and down it. I feel like I need to eat, but I cant. I walk up the stairs and have to stop to lay down in the floor of the bathroom on the way to my room.
(throughout all of this my motor skills are absolutely fucking awful)
(Im talking random muscle convulsions, can’t take steps without my legs shaking, can’t focus my eyes, ringing in my ears, I had convinced myself that my central nervous system wasn’t communicating correctly. This was a little scary, but I was able to think my way out of it to some extent)
(twice, I experienced this sort of seize I guess. My muscles would just tighten and I would be forced to lay down and my muscles would start twitching)
(all sounds seem very distant)
2:00am – im lying in bed. WHY THE FUCK ARE MY KNEES VIBRATING??? THERE IS ENERGY EMINATING FROM MY KNEES. THEYRE MOVING MY ENTIRE BED. This scared the fuck out of me for some reason. 2:05am – I realize that the movie is still on, and I proceed to turn it off, put on my headphones, and get hold of my breathing and thoughts.
(At this point I thought I would want out of the experience, but I was still somehow enjoying myself) From here until 4:30am I was browsing random shit on my iPad up until I just passed the fuck out.
7:00am I awake from my short slumber, and feel as though I have just experienced something very intense.
9:00am I get some nicotine and caffeine in my system and eat breakfast (I hadn’t eaten in over 24 hours) (I feel A LOT better)
10:50am – I sit here writing this trip report
(Looking back on this trip report makes the whole experience seem a whole lot more dumbed down and less intense than it actually was)
This was a very complex trip that I enjoyed a-lot.
Overall this trip was very enjoyable, however, it was by far the most intense dxm experience I have had. I have found my limit. Any more and this could have turned into a very bad experience. It provided a-lot of much needed insight into my life and my past and that was my reasoning for taking such a large dose. This substance is a-lot of fun, but it is not to be taken lightly. Please, research thoroughly before going through with any dxm experience, and know your limits.
Tldr: I THOUGHT I HAD COME DOWN. I GOT FUCKED.
Thanks to any of you who read this far, i really cant put into words how intense this experience was,yet it was still very much enjoyable!
Safe Travels,friends!
Submitted February 22, 2015 at 10:55PM by Blaze_It_Bob http://ift.tt/1B6M0K8 Drugs
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