i don't know what to do Parenting

how do i even begin-

28 years old. daughter is turning 3. live in a studio apartment.

i let the mother of my daughter move in with me (temporarily) because she got kicked out of her apartment.

3 months later and after constant daily fighting and arguments, she still refuses to leave and now the landlord wants to evict me.

i'm literally homeless as of the 15th and it's all because of the selfish mother who has forced me to change my phone number dozens of times because of her stalking and harassment.

this lady will call me 24/7 at work and on my cell knowing i can get in trouble or fired and all she does is laugh like a witch. she will call me gay because i'm not attracted to her. it doesn't bother me but she'll then send pornographic explicit images of wierd nasty porn i will never have wanted to see (nothing against gays, but i don't want to see hardcore porn of it)

worse it she'll constantly spam me messages with multiple phone numbers with apps like Pinger so she can change her number anytime for free, unlimited, all day and night long. i then have to either turn off my phone completely which obviously puts me at a disadvantage because i can't get in contact with anybody or my daughter can't use it for games or videos.

anyways-

here i am looking for an apartment but in san francisco and even the surrounding cities is it very expensive. i only make about $500 per week working 40 hours and i can't afford daycare or a babysitter.

i have no idea what to do anymore with my life my job sucks i hate being a parent (though i love my girl she was admittedly an accident that i am not prepared for) i haven't gotten to go out with friends in over a year i don't have any money saved up i'm losing my $1200 security deposit because the stupid mom burned the floor with her hookah coals even know she KNOWS i'm not allowed to smoke inside the unit!

god!!!!

i'm sorry this is so rushed and there is no capitalization or spell check done but it's because i'm broken! i'm crying i'm lost i can't do this anymore.

my old 1997 car is about to break down and i can't afford repairs i only make BARELY enough to pay rent and groceries and food stamps only give me about $100 per month and WIC is helpful for milk but that's it i haven't bought clothing for myself in years my baby is wearing hand me downs and old clothing my refrigerator is empty.

and worst of all i have no home as of the 15th

i hate this. i'm sorry i just wanted to vent. i have nobody to talk to

Submitted March 11, 2015 at 07:05AM by TheD0rkKnight http://ift.tt/1Mq6TjD Parenting