visit website: http://ift.tt/14gDVih
write a text post
it gets 1 reply
scroll through first 3 to 5 pages of subreddit
write 3 to 5 heartfelt replies
you never really find out if anyone even read them
visit video game/movie/tv/entertainment website:
you still kind of care about your old hobbies and interests
so you stay on top of the news and engage with them a little bit at a time
but you can't really get lost in them for hours like you used to
visit social media/blogging site:
people you know are traveling to beautiful places, having a good time with friends, falling in love, getting married
you haven't posted anything in a while because you don't know if anyone is actually reading your stuff
you decide to leave before you wind up looking up your ex's page and seeing just how great they're doing without you
start program: video game, tv show, movie
stop program: you're just staring at some shifting colors and shapes without really taking in what's going on
check phone: no texts, no missed calls from friends, no notifications at all
wait, there's one notification: update to the latest version of android/ios
visit porn site:
at least you can feel good for maybe 5 seconds
but afterwards you feel bad about not having a real person to be intimate with
visit refrigerator: you're either not hungry at all or you end up stress eating
visit website: http://ift.tt/14gDVih
you feel like writing another text post
but it's only been an hour
so you decide not to
visit social media/blogging site: you decide to repost/reblog some dumb meme in an attempt to gain some small amount of acknowledgement from other human beings
one person Likes it
well, there's that, at least
visit bed: lay in it until something makes you have to get up
Submitted August 15, 2016 at 05:46AM by rainghost http://ift.tt/2b9Agvn depression
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